ŌSTILL
IN CHARGEĶ
VERSE 1
ITÕS NOT ABOUT ME BUT ITÕS ALL
ABOUT YOU
WHY DID I EVER PROCEED TO DOUBT
YOU
KNOWING THAT I HAVE NO AUTHORITY
OVER THIS
I CAN ONLY CHANGE THESE THINGS IF
YOU EXIST
THINGS LIKE ALWAYS ASKING THE
QUESTION WHY
OR DO YOU REALLY HEAR ME WHENEVER
I CRY
I CALLED FOR YOUR HELP BUT YOUR
VOICE WAS FAINT
MY LACK OF FAITH IN YOU MADE MY
VISION TAINT
IÕM NOT AT ALL PROUD BUT LORD I
CAN ADMIT IT
WHEN I NEVER SAW THE RESULTS I WAS
OFFENDED
IT TOOK MANY YEARS AND MANY TEARS
TO KNOW
WITHOUT GOING THROUGH TRIBULATION
YOUÕLL NEVER GROW
NOW I REALIZE IT, BUT THEN I WAS
CONFUSED
YOU CHOOSE FOR ME TO PAY DUES AND
BE ABUSED
MY ENEMIES CAME BUT YOU DIDNÕT
CONVICT THEM
AINÕT IT FUNNY WHEN A PERSON LIVES
WRONG THAT THEYÕRE THE VICTIM
THAT WAS ME, NOT LOOKING AT MYSELF
JUST LIKE SOMEONE ROBBING GOD
EXPECTING WEALTH
THIS FEELING CAME FROM MY
INNERMOST FEAR
OF THE THOUGHT OF NEEDING YOU AND
YOU WOULDNÕT BE NEAR
LORD IÕM SORRY, BUT SOMETIMES ITÕS
HARD FOR ME TO SEE
THAT THROUGH MY DOUBT THAT YOUR INTEREST
STILL IS ME
I DIDNÕT ALWAYS FEEL IT AND THOUGH
IT WAS HARD
I CAME TO GRIPS WITH THE FACT YOU
ARE STILL IN CHARGE
I TRIED TO DO EVERYTHING MY OWN
WAY
AND DO IT MYSELF, DIDNÕT WANT TO
OBEY
OR SUBMIT, MY NEGLECT WAS NOTHING
NEW
BECAUSE YOU DIDNÕT ANSWER THE WAY
I WANTED YOU
GETTING UPSET OVER THINGS I
COULDNÕT CHANGE
INSTEAD OF JUST TRUSTING IN YOU TO
EASE MY PAIN
AND STANDING STILL, LACK OF FAITH
I TOOK IT TOO FAR
FOR IÕM NOT THE ONE IN CHARGE BUT
YOU ARE
GOD REPLIED, IÕM IN CHARGE SO
DONÕT YOU WORRY
AND WHEN YOU NEED ME IÕLL BE THERE
IN A HURRY
YOU NEED TO KNOW, THAT IÕVE ALWAYS
BEEN YOUR PILOT
REMEMBER WHO BROUGHT YOU OUT OF
YOUR SIN, I DID
JUST KEEP SILENT, FOR THAT SEEMS
TO BE THE PROBLEM
YOU TRY TO PLAY GOD WITH YOUR
PROBLEMS AND TRY TO SOLVE THEM
YOU CANÕT CHANGE WHAT IÕVE DONE,
MY WILL IS PERFECT
SRESSING ABOUT THINGS YOU CANÕT
CHANGE, NOW IS IT WORTH IT
YOU CAN BE MAD AT ME BUT IÕM STILL
IN CONTROL
ITÕS ONLY WHEN YOU TRUST ME YOUR
ANSWERS WILL UNFOLD
NO FAITH IN ME, YOU NEED TO STOP
THIS
IF YOU NEED HELP, RELAX, I GOT
THIS
IÕVE BEEN IN CHARGE EVEN BEFORE
YOUR BIRTH
WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I LAID THE
FOUNDATIONS OF THIS EARTH
I KNOW MY JOB MORE THAN YOU DO,
ITÕS TRUE
NO ONE ELSE HAS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
OVER YOU
YOU MIGHT BELIEVE YOUR SITUATION
STAYED THE SAME
YOU TRUSTED IN EVERYTHING EXCEPT
TO CALL ON MY NAME
FOR I CAN CHANGE THINGS IN WAYS
YOU CANÕT IMAGINE
IÕM NOT WITHOLDING YOUR BLESSINGS
FOR YOU CAN HAVE THEM
IÕM NOT THAT KIND OF GOD THAT
WOULD ENJOY
WATCHING YOU SUFFER LIKE A CHILD
PLAYING A TOY
AND WHEN I DO EASE YOUR PAIN YOU
MUST UNDERSTAND
IN THE END IÕM STILL IN CHARGE, SO
NOW WHOÕS THE MAN